MONEY:AMERICA's CHOICE DRUG

WELL ITS 5:58 N DA AM N IM UP THINKIN ABOUT WAT HAPPEND YESTERDAY N WATS N STORE 4 ME N DA FUTURE I KNO MIKEY B POSTED HIS VENTIN SESSION N I KNO A WHILE BACK I DISPLAYED SUM OF MY THOUGHTS N ASPERATIONS ON DIS BLOG SITE SAYIN HOW I HAVE 2 DO MY BEST N I THINK I HAVE THE POTENTIAL 2 GET N2 WAT I THINK IS MY DREAM SKOOL SCAD(savannah college of art & design)N DA TRUTH IS DAT MY FAMILY HAS NOT SHOWN 2 ME UNTIL DEC.21st IS DAT..DAT SKOOL N NE-OTHA ART IS JUS A DEAD CELL N MY BRAIN(as if ive been smokin sum good weed n dat is da 1st thin ive lost)WELL IF UR WONDERIN Y I WILL NOT B ABLE 2 ATTEND OR EVEN CONTINUE 2 DO ALL IT TAKES 2 ATTEND IS DIS PLAIN FACT MONEY N ME STILL BEIN SO HUNGOVA DIS SKOOL OR NE-OTHA ART SKOOL MY MOM DIDNT HAVE DA COURAGE 2 TELL MY DREAM IS JUS GONNAB A VACANT MEMORY..WELL I GOT DIS WAKE UP CALL LAST NITE AFTER CUMIN HOME 4RM A LONG N TIRIN DAY 4RM WAKIN UP AT 9AM 2 ATTEND A COLLEGE INTRODUCTION OR WATEVA IT WAS AT AIU(amercianintercontintential university)N IT WAS SKOOL WE GOT A TOUR N APPLIED N GOT A GOOD IDEA IF I WANTED 2 ATTEND DEN DA PROBLEM CAME UP ABOUT ME BEIN ABLE 2 STAY ON CAMPUS(ofcourse i wannab on campus i wanna get away)N MY MOM BASICALLY SHUT IT DOWN 4RM JUMP STREET WHICH I DIDNT KNO WAS GONNA HAPPEN DEN AFTER DAT WE WENT UP 2 MY HIGHSKOOL N WAS TRYNA GET MY WORK PERMIT WHICH PPL TOLD ME I WOULD B ABLE 2 GET ON FRIDAY N NO1 WAS DERE N IF I DONT HAVE MY PERMIT GUESS WAT IM FUCKIN WORKIN WIT NO FUCKIN PAY DIS WILL B MY 2ND WK WITOUT PAY DAT MEANS NO CHRISTMAS SHYT N IM WORKIN 4 FREE AT KROGER...N GOIN 2 MY HOUSE ONLY 2 FIND OUT MY MOM HAS TOOK AWAY MY COMPUTER(my only communication wit da outside world)DUE 2 MY ROOM BEIN DIRTY N I DEN SNAPPED N TOLD ONCE I LEAVE DIS PLACE IM NEVA CUMIN BACK EVA WHICH IS TRUE BUT I AINT WANT HER 2 KNO DAT IDK ITS BEEN BUILDIN UP 4 A GOOD WHILE BCUZ EVERY1 N MY FAM LIKES 2 TALK N SHYT ABOUT ME N PUT ME DOWN SAYIN SHYT LIKE "UR A DISCRISE 2 DA FAMILY" N "UR A LOSER" IS NOT HEATHLY 4 SUM1 LIKE ME CUZ DAT SHYT GETS IMPLANTED N MY HEAD 4 GOOD N ME BEIN CLOSE 2 DA EDGE OF JUS BEIN LIKE FUCK MY LYFE 4REAL BUT IM NOT GONNA DO DAT CUZ DERES 2 MUCH N DIS WORLD DAT LYFE HAS 2 GIVE ME BUT I JUS KNO WEN IM GONE IM GONE IMMA B JUS LIKE IDRIS ELBA N DIS CHRISTMAS BUT NE-WAY DIS YR HAS BEEN MY HARDEST N GUESS WAT MY SIS TOLD ME I HAVE 2 GO 2 FORT VALLEY UNIVERSITY N IF I DONT GET N I HAVE NUTTINELSE SO NO SKOOL 4 ME N I WILL REALLY B A FAILURE N DA WHOLE FASHION THIN MITE JUS HAVE BEEN THROWN OUT DA WINDOW N RUNOVA BY A CAR N SHOT AT N STABBED...N SINCE YESTERDAY IVE BEEN THINKIN LONG N HARD ON IT N I THINK I MITE AS WELL BCUM MY WORST ENEMY N BLAZE DA GANJA BESTIE OF MY 2 FOLLOW BLOGGERS/HOMIE N BREAK MY LONG NIGGA I DONT IT WILL FUCK U UP N IT MAKES U STUPID N SMOKIN IS BAD STOP WHILE UR AHEAD OR U'LL END UP LIKE WIZ KHALIFA SERMON...IDK MAYB ITS JUS TIME 2 CHOP IT UP JOE N NOT B DA SANE N NOT RECKLESS N LOOKIN OUT 4 EVERYBODYELSE N DERE FUTURE N MINDS 1 OUT OF MY GROUP OF FRIENDS N BCUM WAT DA AMERICAN CULTURE ALL THINK JAMAICANS R WHICH IS A DREAD HEADED MARYJANE SMOKIN IGNORANT U'LL ALWAYS B HAPPY BCUZ UR JAMAICAN..AKA A DONT WORRY B HAPPY MUTHAFUCKA N JUS GET RID OF MY DEPRESSION N PROBLEMS WITH 1 JOINT N 4RM DAT 1st BLAZE I'LL B A AYE NIGGA WHERE DA WEED AT KINDA KID


-SAMMY J